Friday, September 30, 2011

Fear My Dreams Just Might Come True

The past 3 years of my life have brought about a lot of job.  Graduating from college, new career opportunities, and even relocating to the city I've always dreamed of.  The past year I've had the feeling that something big is about to happen in my life.  Nothing bad but definitely life changing.   I'm the type of person who worries about things I cannot control.  My spirit feels and anticipate these changes but I find that I am actually scare of it?  I know that doesn't make sense.  In my mind I feel I can do anything and have anything.  The possibilities are endless but the thought that God just might actually bless me with the things I've always wanted actually scares me.  Again I know this does not make sense.    Others recognize potential and talent in me that I am not even aware of.  The fact that this could open to the doors to possibilities that I've never even imagine terrifies.  What am I scared of?  The sad part is I don't know.   Heck I don't even understand it myself.  So what do I do about?  Well I'll do what I've always done.  I pray about and continue to let God lead me.  

So I open the floor for discussion.  What could possibly be the reason for one to feel this way? Lets talk..... 

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